M (1931)
"What do you know about it? Who are you anyway?
Who are you? Criminals? Are you proud of yourselves? Proud
of breaking safes or cheating at cards? Things you could
just as well keep your fingers off. You wouldn't need to
do all that if you'd learn a proper trade or if you'd work.
If you weren't a bunch of lazy bastards.
But I, I can't help myself! I have no control
over this! This evil thing inside me, the fire, the voices,
the torment!... It's there all the time, driving me out
to wander the streets, following me, silently, but I can
feel it there. It's me, pursuing myself. I want to escape,
to escape from myself. But it's impossible. I can't escape.
I have to obey it. I have to run endless streets. I want
to escape, to get away. And I'm pursued by ghosts. Ghosts
of mothers. And of those children. They never leave me. They
are there, always there. Always, except when I do it. When
I - Then I can't remember anything.
And afterwards I see those posters and
read what I've done. Did I do that? But I can't remember
anything about it. But who will believe me? Who knows what
it's like to be me? How I'm forced to act -- How I must!
-- Must!-- Don't want to -- Must! -- Don't want to, but must!
And then a voice screams -- I can't bear to hear it! -- I
can't go on, I can't go on ..."
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